A new life

I've started a new life now.. though I had some difficulties, such as falling sick with mono on my first day of my new life.. Mom came back and helped me.. Now I am ok, and now I have pressed the restart button.. I feel lucky that I had that button.. What if mom could not come back?
Well.. now I am trying my best to be able to live alone.. Cooking, the dishes, the laundry, cleaning.. I have to take care of all of them.. And also I have the resposinility to remember to pay my rent, my bills and go out shopping.. So, really this is how I want things to be.. Standing on my own two feet..
I am not hopeless.. I feel I will do just fine.. if I could study more efficiently it would have been better though :) Sleepless nights are not helping me

I will go back to my life in Ankara, and will try to see if I was able to hang on to my life there.. Actually, if my previous life was waiting for me or not... I am sure it will not be the same or it will just be temporary.. Once I come back for sure, then I will be able to see how my friendships fare, and how I manage to the changing conditions..

I will soon write about Pittsburgh, too.. maybe.. I hope :)